I don't know what's going on in my life right now. Everything is up in the air, from my schooling to my financial situation to my relationship with God. The only thing keeping me sane is my homework and OVGuide.com. I've taken to holing up in my bed for a couple hours every night and my mind doesn't turn off. It reals with all my problems and worries of the day and my future and my mistakes. It's horrible. The only thing I can do is honestly Worship my God and the hold Satan has on my heart and life seem to slip enough for me to think clearly, fall asleep or evaluate my life without the ever present cloud of darkness Satan uses against me this time of year. It isn't like this all the time, or most of the time. It's seem to hit me in the last five days. Summer seems to have this unforgiving scar of depression linked to it. This is the time I feel most emotionally unstable. I couldn't tell you why but I know it's going to end. Satan's ruled my summers long enough and I know Jesus is going to take this one back for Him and for me. It feels good to get that out of my system. Thanks for listening, whoever you are.